Synthesis

My destiny is to take this "I" and to take this life and create a synthesis out of this conglomeration of contradictions. These paradoxes and seeming internal conflicts are actually not that at all. ALL of it is the 'gestalt', the whole. My task is to find a way to integrate these opposites and create a universe. Only in this way will I be able to live, because why live at all if your task is to merely wait here until your end...until death...